Negativity

Want to know how I feel this moment? Well, easy. I feel kalah, lost, defeated, vanquished, crushed, sad, ditusuk2, hurts, blue, gloomy, bruished, negative, sucks, in pain. In short : I hate my life now.

Why?

Karena gw iseng. Makanya jangan iseng karena iseng itu bisa berujung dengan perasaan2 di atas. Gak enak kan?

How can I make myself feel better and forget all of that feelings? I know the answer, but it's almost impossible to have it now. Unless HE says differently.

I need to find my soul, my long lost soul. Soul that can complete me perfectly. Soul that can ease my pain. Soul that can make my world brighter. Soul that can make me smile again. Soul that can stop my tears. Soul that can bring me to victory. Soul that can make my day and life. Soul that can take me to the moon. Soul that always be there for me when I need it. Soul that makes me put my feet in the hard solid land of earth again. Soul that can bring me to real life. Soul that make me realise that life is indeed BEAUTIFUL and worth fighting for.

Where is it?

Don't know

I wish I can answer that

But I cannot