Can I be?

My soul is dry
My heart is empty
My feeling is blank
I feel nothing
I feel numb
I feel like an idiot
I feel like a robot
I wish I am a robot
With no heart
No feelings
No love
No hurts
No tears
But I am not
I am a human but with no soul
A human with a big hole in her heart
A human who full of rage
A human who full with dissapoinment
A human in flesh
A human to others
But not a human to herself