Boredom

Not in the mood for writing but yet so bored. Boredom, is 1 word that is very famous in Jilly's life dictionary because she experienced it a lot. Others might say "You are lucky because you have a good salary and nothing to do". Yeah, she know she sounded so irritating by saying this. But try to be Jilly and try be in her shoes for a minute. It's something that is not so fun anymore. Really fried her brains out.

From the very beginning, yes, she was busy. But it never last for a long time. Busy busy very busy busy busy busy relax relax relax nothing nothing nothing and boring boring boring very very very boring. That's her work life cycle. And it's not only now that she is like this. But in her jobs were always like this, No matter where, work for who and when.

Sometimes she just sit there and looking at her computer and feel nothing. She don't know what to seek, what to browse, what to do, and what to look at. She asked the bosses what can she do because she was in her state of boredom. And want to know the answer? "I'm sorry there's nothing I can do to change that". Ehhh???? Even the bosses knows that she is actually doing nothing and pretending that she is working hard!!! They know that there's no work can be given to her or delegate to her.

1 time, her boss caught her chatting. Yet he silent and do nothing about it. Why? Because he knows. Chatting is the best thing she can do that helps her a lot.

Her life is like this : wake up in early morning for hours in traffic to her office, make coffee and read 3 newspapers (not because she's such a smart ass, but because it helps her killing her time). Than turn on her computer, check her e-mails (which is only few), check her facebook, and chatting and then lunch. Back from lunch, browsing again for don't know what, chatting and once again, starring at her computer and feel blank. Waiting until 4 pm for her to go home. Than go home. She is lucky, very very lucky if she can find something that actually makes her busy and she's thankful for that.

If others resign because loads of works, she's the contrary, resign because of really nothing to do!!! But, she needs the money. Yes baby, money talks. Funny isn't it? Life is indeed funny and strange.